life in penang and sarawak

     WOW!!!!Phewww…. It’s been quite a while since I posted my last blog. Well…. nothin much had happen though. Its jus a typical-normal-boring unimas life in Samarahan. To those who is studying in unimas, u noe what i meant isn’t it? Don u agree? Life in unimas is jus so damn blady boring….. For the past week, it had been raining teribbly, everyday, every hour and every minute, from morning till night. Like what i said, this is a god damn place with a god damn rain. I don mean to be so rude with this place, but i had no better words to describe it. hehe…..

     Anyway, don let this things get into our way. Few more weeks to go and its our CNY. To those that don noe what cny stands for, its CHINESE NEW YEAR for god sake. And before that its our Valentine Day on the 14th of February. Well…. after years of celebrating VD with someone, its feels weirdddd to celebrate alone or should i say i’m not celebrating this year…. U noe what happened rite? …. And to add to my misery, VD its actually my anniversary with her. Her BD falls on the 14th of March…. So…. we kind of celebrate the all the 3 celebration 2gether, and some "small" celebration on the actual days….. As I’ve told u, it really feels weird without her on CNY and VD and her BD. It kinda reminds me of our memories together….our 5 years of memories. I have to admit this….its very hard for me to get over her but I have to get a life….. A life without her. We’ve been celebrating CNY, VD, our annivesary and her BD 2gether for 5 years…and suddenly, this year without her. Sigh….

     Well….. to all my frens that cared 4 me when i’m in my lowest point in my life, THANK YOU so much. If it isn’t for u guys, i wonder what will happened to me. lol…. UR the greatest man…..Lucky to have a bunch of gret frens like u guys….. jus to let u guys noe, i’m gettin much better, growing and being more matured day by day. Though I will sometimes think of her, I think its jus memories that stayed in my mind after 5 years of being 2gether. Anyway….. year 2007 will be the year that marks a new life and a new beginning…… After my defeat in year 2006, I’ll have a higher fighting spirit than the last year, striving to gain back what i’ve lost. Like they said, failure is 1 step to success…. Treat it optimistically and not negatively.

     By the way…. wish u all best of luck for the coming "babi" year…. And may the year of pig marks a new beginning for everyone….

Goin back to sarawak really is very depressing for me….. alone in the airport from pg to kl then to kuching, 11 am till 10 pm. 11 hours of loneliness, 11 hours of depression and 11 hours of happy pg holiday thoughts running through my mind…… The only thing that keeps me goin is the cny holiday 1 month from now. (i.e. goin back to uni then coming back to pg 1 month after that) can’t imagine the fun i’m gonna get when i get back again….. fishing, futsal, football, hanging around in gurney, gsc and most important of all is having great food. I din have the time to go to my fren’s curry mee shop in town. Wish i can go there next month.

Last year is a very bad year 4 me……. so much dissapointment, so much money is being wasted, accidents and lousy results….. haih… Hope the year 2007 will make an end to it. As i said, a new sem, a new year and a new life…..